The feeling
When it's right
It's like being weightless
Energized
Free
When it's wrong
It's like a million memos
To the mind
Deciphering
Decoding
Exhausting
When you don't have to think
You know
When you don't know
You think
The gut doesn't think
It knows
And from the moment
I first saw you
Years ago
In dark discos
Darting around
Shiny, yet
Somehow insecure
Worried, frantic
Sorting through crowds
Searching for something
Hiding from something else
I always paused to think
About you