You Know You Never Know but I Know You Do

Krishna_ArjunaSo many people like to say "you never know"

Really? Never?

Somebody must know something--I mean how the hell else did we get here?

Today I realized that there is this massive matrix

People of all different shapes, sizes, colors, inclinations, histories, karmas

When I notice myself, I realize something

I realize that I am exactly the way I am supposed to be for my soul to accomplish its purpose

My

•Height

•Weight

•Hair color

•Genetics

•Birthmark

•Achilles heals

•Suffering

•Relief

•Ego

•Obsession

•Secrets

•Family

•Accolades

•Triumphs

•Destiny

•Faults

•Desperation

•Clown-around smile

•Limits

•Whispering to the light when I am not crying out loud

Humans, we have this ability to think about ourselves

To doubt ourselves

To compare ourselves, perpetuate suffering

To fight the flow of what we were born into

Think about it

Think about yourself

This is your outfit, right here

These are your surroundings, right now

These are the thoughts you think

For the reasons you do

For the chance to drop or embrace them

Feeding on feelings, right or wrong

We were all born into a bed

We all sleep once in a while

Everyone does

Everyone dreams against their will now and then, if not more often

When we wake up, we start thinking

Inspired by doubt, we wonder: are we somehow not the way we are supposed to be to get where we are supposed to go?

Are we late for a big party where we finally accept ourselves?

Many of our actions spring from this doubt as well

But really, come on, there are so many ways to be and yet we are truly, exactly how we are supposed to be!

We didn't invent ourselves, now did we?

What's all this perverse behavior about?

"You never know," you say?

Well somebody must, somebody must ... and sometimes I really do, and so do you